Dear November,
So, I am not around this month, I am actually far away and I am hoping that if all goes well, I will have more to write about in months to come.
I have found myself hiding. Keeping to myself. Quiet. Keeping out of drama. But as I have been proven over and over again, drama tends to follow me wherever I go. Even with things that don't happen where I physically am. Because even when you leave things behind, there is always a way for it to come sneaking up on you.
I am torn. To take a risk and try something completely new. Or go on with this and hope for the best. Hoping for the best, always hoping for the best.
How long is this supposed to take before I move on?!
I heard somewhere that when it happens, it happens so fast! I am 25, the only thing that is happening fast is the age 30, just around the corner. As much as I have heard, that would be the end of the road for me if I am not "there" yet.
I have also been thinking about (is it obvious how much I over think) a team. Getting one together and carefully choosing who I want on it. People I can trust, people who know me well. Trust. Such a short word with such big meaning!!!!!
Things are going to change in 2014. 2 more months to decide.
As a wise man quoted another wise man, "If a record takes more then a week to make, somebody's f*cking up", Steve Albini.
